Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

I'm displayed in a jar Like a portrayed picture Stuck inside these transplant walls Circular and unmovable Everyone moving around me And I'm at the center With the cap of jar closed And some holes for oxygen It's really hard to breathe And no one can hear my scream I'm scared and hungry I know nothing, what'll they do to me Where is my love, where is my family Where is all my people gone after leaving me How'll they fight and will i be rescued? From these weird huge creatures looking humanly

  The day i learnt to live Was the day i took birth in real When days were passing in sorrows I remember the candle burning there When i was lying down, freezing Your warm hand was rescuing me It was too calm that i couldn't stop To hold it for the rest of my life When i was falling under the sea Your love kept holding me up And you are the one who lighted up My dark soul underneath We laughed, we walked We drunk, we smoke And that was the only moment I found I'm real, not just a doll #chhaya

  The droplets seems to be last longer Than my existence in this safe corner As my fingers bleed to write you In my empty veins with blackish ink The droplets from this ink pen Keep fulfilling my every part As I'm disappearing, a little by little And I may extinct one day, or die As the last day will find me But the feelings i bleed The words that i wrote The ink that captured my emotions Will last for so long And I'm sinking in my memories A little by little, every single second And when i get disappeared I want you to drown in me I want you to sink in deeply Through the mirror i have made Writing my soul underneath By this blackish ink