Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

Everyone were around me I was taking my last breath And some shadowy people arrived To pick me up with them I was yelling "they are arrived, On horses with weapons" They were waiting for my death The blankness was overcoming my head It was terrible, scaring as hell My people were screaming Saying "No one is here, just relax" But my body was vibrating And i was horribly obsessed They were getting blurry And the sounds of their horses, Were coming more and more closer And my eyes got closed forever With the appearance of that people With deadly horses

It's been a year I diagnosed cancer The life have been changed And thoughts are growing wider When I meet people I think it might be last meeting And when I go out I feel like I may never come back I'm dying of watching My people crying But I'm helpless and hopeless To wipe their tears It's third stage of cancer now And I wanna give everything u have But my parents and friends They are even more scared than me I'm feeling extreme pain of separation And their eyes, always wet I'm touching and keenly watching everything Like it's my last day, last night or last moment

We ran we faught We lived on roads We cried we laughed But unfortunately,  We were growing old. You promised me you'll never go I promised I'll never leave But situation made us apart But love, it can't go Our souls are still connected by it's thread Our bodies were away From even our shadows But you know that tree? We decided to meet after life On the shade of that That two large close trees Making shape of a big heart Like kissing each other From their stems like tongue That heart shows our love We had been lost In the greed and thoughts Of the shitty world But now, we're again together In the arms of each other You remembered that moment? When we were just teens Our kisses and hugs Endless secret meetings I'm missing that all, our innocence. You are the only boy I love I wanted to give my heart But we died so young I don't really have one We are just skeletons After years we met again Our promises took us close You took my hand and Kissed me s...

"Oh my girl, what happened with you? Who did this to you? Tell me my love" Her mother yelled suprisingly After watching a knife in her stomach She moved to her more closely To hug her or to save her lately And suddenly the girl opened her eyes The eyeballs were missing  And that was just blank black space  Her mother screamed  And started moving the steps back And just after some moments Horrible men came from walls Having holes in place of eyes Just alive skeletons wearing black coat Stood behind her And said "who are your friends, Lil girl"  The girl, the loving little daughter Turned to them, started staring at them Staring at the men without eyes They took her hands Her mother was so scared That even she lost her consciousness Than slowly and momentarily They all started to disappear One by one body parts They all were totally lost inside darkness And her body was there is room With same knife and same white frock Lying dead on the floor

The wind stopped flowing And leafs are just still Chirping voice of birds Sounds like they're mourning Looking at the door Standing next to your chair I'm just waiting and waiting For you, to care My veins have your voices And heart is filled with memories Tears in deep inside my eyes And on my sight, your face keep blurring When I woke up from sleepless nights And looked beside, to see thy Remembering that hurtful misery Asking god again and again, "why?" Everything I eat, seems as poison It pains like I'm burning alive All alone, without your presence I'm lost, lost interest in life Starring at your movement less picture Taking it and hugging once again "Oh Darling! I know your last words, But I can't hide my pain" Fragrance of you, in every part of m Trying to feel your presence Because you told me twice That you'll be alive in my heart The wind started blowing And tears are just soaked May be you're watching me and yelling...

You and me will hold hands forever Every single moment, second and whatever I love your face when I see your eyes shy We'll create a beautiful new life Full of enjoy and I planned world tour at least five I want to see you always fly I look into your eyes and then suddenly smile You seems like a diamond on my bed when you lie And me, I'm the happiest bird on peak of sky I yelled your name and knocked your door As I seen you from window, you were lying on floor I can't believe, no! You can't die Now, I'm spending my life on endless lies I'm coming to you there, I trapped in never ending sky https://medium.com/born-in-africa-gammo-style-of-english-poetry/born-in-africa-gammo-style-of-english-poetry-writing-5d729201155c

After years, I decided to go there To visit my favourite place The place where I was living Not just surviving, really living When I reached there The pleasant voice knocked my head "Bhumi... I know you came, I know you're hiding behind the door Just come inside now, please" My heart was missing it Missing it hard from years But I know, it's not real The memories were sliding In front of my blurred sight  I remembered the last day, When I met you last time You asked me to wear anklets always So that, you may find me And now, see I'm wore anklet for you But there is no one to search me No one, who is waiting for me Just the memories The place, where you used to sit always Is still alive with your fragrance As it's just yours And no one can replace that fragrance I remembered When we used to do gossips Without any disturbances, for hours And eating everything together Dancing together And singing the songs together But, I sang it alone this time The ...

The head is sweating And scared is my voice The fear is in eyes And standing with a knife The hands are vibrating And heart is screaming Standing on the middle of road Who someone who is helping Clock stopped working And everything was movement less Heart doesn't seems to beat And blood is quite still There was nothing to bring And nor anything left to give The world is fully empty Just a bed, "death bed", I got as a gift

The phone rings And suddenly my heart My heart starts to beat faster  My eyes got scared And the fear was seen In deep inside my lungs My words were vibrating And cold was my hands The phone call From the one I never wanted to listen to From the devilish well wisher Who destroyed my life With a message saying "It's all for her welfare" How? By locking me inside a door? By bounding me in limits? I'm caged and captured Even my soul is trapped "It's for her welfare" What was his real goal? My welfare? Or leaving me to die alone The phone rings And my heart stopped beating Cause it was his phone call And dying was my welfare So I died alone.