Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

Am I that much bad? That my eyes can't even get happiness? What wrong I did? That I got separated from my friends Is I did that big mistakes? That everyone are blaming me Without even searching my secrets Had I been that cruel? I may hurt some people May be by telling the truth But is I'm that bad? That everyone run to Pierce my soul Am I that much bad? Have I did any big mistake? That my head pushed to hell And tears trying to cover the wounds Is my face is that much dirty? Or dirty is my soul? Why can't I live normal Why I don't deserve the love at all?

Scared from everything Hiding behind air Running from everyone Lying like corpse Unconscious about every touch Can't feel any harm At the phase of this life I'm on devil's arms Ignored and swallowed eyes Tired from the world Teary and weak Exhausted and lost Waiting for demons Or poison, to be killed Having empty wish list Away from the love Away from myself Hating my own existence Screaming silently And waking up again from sleepless nights