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thoughts and memories

Sinking and sinking More and more deeply To the depth of a sea Sea of my thoughts And ocean of my memories It's just like I'm not over thinking I'm just started thinking the things For the very first time  As I just left everything Without thinking anything And I found the thoughts Splitting out intensely Jumping to come out From my heart and brain The zip on my mouth Is not working now Since I opened it ones And the overloaded thoughts  Are coming out like hell Memories passing by my sight In the form of bubbles Making me smile sometime Or leaving some regrets Showing me everything I kept locked in a grave  The things hard to believe And harder to feel the pain Thoughts and memories together Hitting my mind with a bat Persuading me to hate everything And to love my own self Some are loving vibes too From the deep corner of my heart From the one standing with me On the phone calls of hours I'm broken and lost But happy too if you stare  When she called me...

I never used to be like this

I never used to be like this I remember everything My thoughts were never like this before And I was really nice and kind My heart was pure And I was innocent Now I'm insane And more worst than devil of doom I'm becoming a mad bitch searching the death bed  I'm sinking in my own dreams But I never existed like this before Unconscious about my own feelings And lost all my emotions Forgetting about every happy moment And drowning on the feelings I never loved before Spending alone nights Scared of everything Hiding teary eyes And keeping all sadness Hating every single thing I used to like I'm lost in myself Away from my own heart