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I never used to be like this

I never used to be like this
I remember everything
My thoughts were never like this before
And I was really nice and kind

My heart was pure
And I was innocent
Now I'm insane
And more worst than devil of doom

I'm becoming a mad bitch
searching the death bed 
I'm sinking in my own dreams
But I never existed like this before

Unconscious about my own feelings
And lost all my emotions
Forgetting about every happy moment
And drowning on the feelings I never loved before

Spending alone nights
Scared of everything
Hiding teary eyes
And keeping all sadness

Hating every single thing
I used to like
I'm lost in myself
Away from my own heart
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