Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

  It's been long Something was stuck on my mind I could feel it Something was dragging out my heart I felt lost in a dream Like my soul is not mine anymore And it kept pulling me out Ever second, one by one My heart, my soul, my mind Were shivering It was something i never felt before And now, when i started to feel I can't get rid of it A hand that holding me from so long A feeling that pulling me in Enchanting me with the love  And unforgettable sins Drowning me  in, deeply In the ocean of dreams The imagination

The deep room,  Deep inside my home Near the deepest corner of my heart Deep enough to keep my memories And the high load of emotions Deep as a never ending sea And upto the infinity Keeping all voices of loved ones Who left the world Deep as not everyone can bear it And not everyone can stand The deepest room In deepest corner of my heart My favorite place to go Only favorite place in this big world The world of mine The deep room inside my home In the deepest corner of my heart The deep room

Dear parents,      I know I did a mistake, which can't be undone again and I know I was wrong may be. I was wrong according to you because our thoughts never meet. I was wrong because my thoughts are of modern society and I understand you can't get me and I won't blame you for it. Yes, According to you, I did a mistake! But, was it really a mistake? I regret that I can't tell you anything, I have nothing to tell you because I know you can't understand me. I know I can't explain myself to you, I know my words are not enough to prove me right in front of you, I'm lose and you won.  Dear Mom, do you know everyone have a lot of friends and they all text each other, tag each other and have a lot of fun. Even, my all class is using social media it's not a bad thing. It was not a mistake but the mistake was you believed that unknown people, and that relatives more than me. It was really not a mistake if you really could understand me. Do you remember? Wh...