Physically I'm in my room sitting on my wooden bed silently but mentally, where I'm? inside a dark blank room a jail without door tied on the darkest corner with sharp thorny ropes unable to move even a little cause I'm hanged on the top with keen iron nails piercing my hand, legs and throat i can't even speak by my own if i did, even if tried I'll sleep helplessly on bed of knife and forks hopeless and movement less Alone, depressed and lost watching and listening everything crawling to run or die on floor