The deep red blood

On your blonde beautiful neck

I was so much screwy

As I couldn't even see your pain

I was deeply falling for it

With it's gratifying smell

Like a wolf or a lioness do

Watching the fresh and delightful flesh

You were lying unconsciously on the floor

And I was controlling myself alone

It was probably the first time

When I was feeling like a wild beast's clone

Your blood was inviting me

As I was sottish enough

I wanted that numb body hardly

I had no intension to hurt your soul

I came a little closer

Controlling my high heartbeats

I touched that cavernous wound

On the lower part of your knees

I was getting insane

In the fighting with my inner beast

There was no one to stop it

And I grasped your whole skin

Chewing the pulpy muscles

and the blood was all around

I fiendishly killed your body

As I never been known

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Depressed

Scared from everything Hiding behind air Running from everyone Lying like corpse Unconscious about every touch Can't feel any harm At the phase of this life I'm on devil's arms Ignored and swallowed eyes Tired from the world Teary and weak Exhausted and lost Waiting for demons Or poison, to be killed Having empty wish list Away from the love Away from myself Hating my own existence Screaming silently And waking up again from sleepless nights

One more sleepless night

Yesterday, I decided to sleep early with my family. It’s been a long time we didn’t even talked properly. Finally, the conversation starts with talking about irrfan khan Mom : irrfan khan lied to her mother and became an actor. Dad : how brave he was, he used his talent and interest together. What you’ll do next sufiyana? I felt nice that at least we gonna talk seriously about my future which never goes straight. Me : I don’t have interest in biology, I believe I can do better with computer science.. Dad : so what will you do for it? Mom : you have a lot of calls about admission in universities and colleges and you just come to us and ask whether what should I do next Me : but I don’t know about anything now and wherever I search obviously they call and ask whether I wanna take admission or not. Mom : you can’t do anything, what you know is just using Facebook and that’s all. Me: mmmm…nothing. Mom : I guess, best thing is you should get married and and do whatever...

never ending sky

You and me will hold hands forever Every single moment, second and whatever I love your face when I see your eyes shy We'll create a beautiful new life Full of enjoy and I planned world tour at least five I want to see you always fly I look into your eyes and then suddenly smile You seems like a diamond on my bed when you lie And me, I'm the happiest bird on peak of sky I yelled your name and knocked your door As I seen you from window, you were lying on floor I can't believe, no! You can't die Now, I'm spending my life on endless lies I'm coming to you there, I trapped in never ending sky https://medium.com/born-in-africa-gammo-style-of-english-poetry/born-in-africa-gammo-style-of-english-poetry-writing-5d729201155c

Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

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