last moment

It's been a year
I diagnosed cancer
The life have been changed
And thoughts are growing wider

When I meet people
I think it might be last meeting
And when I go out
I feel like I may never come back

I'm dying of watching
My people crying
But I'm helpless and hopeless
To wipe their tears

It's third stage of cancer now
And I wanna give everything u have
But my parents and friends
They are even more scared than me

I'm feeling extreme pain of separation
And their eyes, always wet
I'm touching and keenly watching everything
Like it's my last day, last night or last moment

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