the girl inside mirror

While going to another room
I see a mirror in my way
It have same height as mine
Deep enough to cover my whole bed

It asks me deeds of my day
And how I'm doing nowadays
It loves me too when I love myself
And show awkward expressions when I won't

When I do something good
The girl inside it smiles cutely
And when I do bad
The girl hides her self behind shame

Sometimes I get scared by her
When she do creepy things
And when she stares at me
I feel horrible or shy

Once the girl came in my dream
Dream? Not at all
It was a strange nightmare
Creepy enough to scare my soul

The girl was looking same as me
Lying out there on the terrace
Dying and screaming by pain
Injured, tired, exhausted and lost somewhere

I woke up when she died
And ran to that mirror
The girl was standing inside it
With injured body as hell

I started avoiding her
I never seen her back
I never ever wanted to
Even started running away from her

I get scared at nights, and feel like
She'll come back at any time
She will make me yell
And will take place of mine

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never ending sky

You and me will hold hands forever Every single moment, second and whatever I love your face when I see your eyes shy We'll create a beautiful new life Full of enjoy and I planned world tour at least five I want to see you always fly I look into your eyes and then suddenly smile You seems like a diamond on my bed when you lie And me, I'm the happiest bird on peak of sky I yelled your name and knocked your door As I seen you from window, you were lying on floor I can't believe, no! You can't die Now, I'm spending my life on endless lies I'm coming to you there, I trapped in never ending sky https://medium.com/born-in-africa-gammo-style-of-english-poetry/born-in-africa-gammo-style-of-english-poetry-writing-5d729201155c

One more sleepless night

Yesterday, I decided to sleep early with my family. It’s been a long time we didn’t even talked properly. Finally, the conversation starts with talking about irrfan khan Mom : irrfan khan lied to her mother and became an actor. Dad : how brave he was, he used his talent and interest together. What you’ll do next sufiyana? I felt nice that at least we gonna talk seriously about my future which never goes straight. Me : I don’t have interest in biology, I believe I can do better with computer science.. Dad : so what will you do for it? Mom : you have a lot of calls about admission in universities and colleges and you just come to us and ask whether what should I do next Me : but I don’t know about anything now and wherever I search obviously they call and ask whether I wanna take admission or not. Mom : you can’t do anything, what you know is just using Facebook and that’s all. Me: mmmm…nothing. Mom : I guess, best thing is you should get married and and do whatever...

fear of love

The deep long messages And cute little talks The care from heart And love from soul Do you think I can hate it? Long drives and bike rides Hugs kisses to heal every pain How can anyone don't want it? Someone standing with you When you lost everything And someone smiling more than you Watching your happy eyes Why can't I need it? Yes I love it too But something is scaring me Pushing me away from love Away from everything I want And that's what I call THE END A life like a dream But what if you woke up? And found nothing left In your locked room What when you'll crave? To get everything back That your happy heart had But it's just memories you might have What when these sweet talks And deep long messages Will start flowing into tears Now, I can hate it I can't want it anymore I imagined the love I heard love stories I know the pain behind it And I got the fear

Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

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