Pleasant Darkness (The Hidden Peace)

Sometimes unknown ones And sometimes the one I loved most Sometimes it's from my own family And sometimes I don't even know Everyone I met Every time They just want this body I'm wearing on my soul They grab it like It's a non living thing And eat it  As they're hungry from years For them, I'm a piece of flesh In the sea of monsters Am I ? A piece of food Since the very first I born And till I'll die A living large Burger That everyone tasted Sometimes I haven't knew, The game I used to hate And sometimes they forced me To be their horny bait And where I end up Thinking that there's a mistake In my own self? No. I never knew anything That was paining me And getting to know all this At the point when I understand It's the real pain That I was grabbed and eaten Not by an animal But by the horny human beings Humans that I never knew  And humans whom I loved most The real mistake is In the hearts that god made In the man's fucking bra...

When the dawn was hidden And dusk was on the peak When dogs were yelling And peopled were sick Was there something? That wasn't quick A slowly moving thing In hostel's last wing Should we move? Or should wait to see it What was that Having strange voices And undefined name Or it's just a machine Or a controllable game Is it miraculous? Or a wizard doing this What about that? The sleeping fish It was still sounding like A war has begin Should we go to see? Or keep away from it A wand is moving Is a witch doing this? When dawn was hidden  And dusk was on peak

She was just a child A student of class 2 An innocent girl  When she was enjoying The rain on terrace And her neighbour, a boy Came there and forced her To do something weird She never knew why? She was just a child A little innocent girl of 7 When the old man of about 50  Shown her something Hilarious and terrible She was actually afraid but excited That she just has seen a real ghost Because they were doing the things That humans usually don't So she thought it's a ghost. She was the girl of 10 now When she attended her uncle's marriage And when she was sleeping Her uncle's friend came in And grabbing her like no one do She screamed hardly And everyone came  And started cursing him Don't know what happened there What was he doing Since, she was still innocent Now, she was of 11 maybe When her own uncle was abusing her Playing hide and seek in front of others And something else inside the blanket And she thought it's just a game That she don't l...

People born Having a fixed life Some may just survive And some live with smile After a long journey Lying on death bed They born again  And that's called afterlife The world same as their prelife But the people got changed They met the one  That they thought that were lost Lost in the large universe But they live in another world Of hell and heaven Hell for those Who did wrong before Who Lied or killed Or robbed someone's bag And heaven for those Who helped other guys Who loved someone truly And maybe got some scars What make them alive? Is the energy named god Which lives inside us We know it as soul It all combines  On a boundless bowl Undefined and infinite Full of living beings  And beings after life The universe In which we survive Or live a mysterious life

The pain is all around I seen it in hearts, Minds and brains Sometimes its physical And sometimes, Make us mentally ill Some says it never ends And some take it as temporary The pain is in every part On every single living being  Sometimes it's unseen Hiding behind a smile And sometimes people yell Try just to describe The pain that can't be expressed And can't be defined It hurts the heart Hiding behind the mind Getting older and older Blurred with the time Pain is all around Hidden behind every smile And crushing every life

How can humans do that? How a human can be so cruel? Where is their kindness? And where is the love in their hearts? I might feel the feeling she had In the heart of a pregnant elephant When she saw the pineapple Blessing the man who gave that Happily praying for humans Who had wore the fake mask of kindness And what happened then? After eating the fruit She get to know something The power of fucking inhumanes When her mouth was started bursting With the crackers inside her food She got a wound with first cracker And the chain of crackers started to burst Paining and paining her more and more deeply And she was looking for death Still, she was confused How that happened Because she loved humans? She believed them And what happened with her? She got deep wounds in her mouth As well as holes in her pure heart The heart who never hurts anyone Was burning alive by pain And the baby in her stomach Was crying like hell The little baby who wanted to see The hellish world in beauti...

Who loves me?  The people I always do ignore?  Or the one I admire all alone The one whom I hurt most?  Or the one I love without cost When I turned right Or left and around I found the people all over  But I was alone Who loves me?  The one whom I love?  Or the one I do ignore Another question arises That who loves me more?  The one who waits for me?  Or the one who follows me everyday on road The one who always try to talk Or the one who shy a lot But leaving everything I'm thinking about my doll My bestie who always be with me And wait for me for hours Who loves me?  Who loves me more?