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a piece of flesh


Sometimes unknown ones
And sometimes the one I loved most
Sometimes it's from my own family
And sometimes I don't even know
Everyone I met
Every time
They just want this body
I'm wearing on my soul
They grab it like
It's a non living thing
And eat it 
As they're hungry from years
For them,
I'm a piece of flesh
In the sea of monsters
Am I ?
A piece of food
Since the very first I born
And till I'll die
A living large Burger
That everyone tasted
Sometimes I haven't knew,
The game I used to hate
And sometimes they forced me
To be their horny bait
And where I end up
Thinking that there's a mistake
In my own self?
No. I never knew anything
That was paining me
And getting to know all this
At the point when I understand
It's the real pain
That I was grabbed and eaten
Not by an animal
But by the horny human beings
Humans that I never knew 
And humans whom I loved most
The real mistake is
In the hearts that god made
In the man's fucking brain 
And the body of me
I hate this body
The cover of my soul
Yea it's just a piece of flesh 
But it hurts me more
I hate it 
As I just want to leave it to them
To the horny beasts forever
And want to get free from this body 
Want my real soul back
I want to cut it off
To save my real soul
The innocence, trust, love
They grabbed everything 
With this body 
And leaved strains every where
Of their bloody hands
On every part of me
The strains that can't be cleaned
Neither by bathing twice
nor by having bath with acid
They're sinking more and more deep
From my body to the soul
I want to leave this body
To save my real soul
I'm a piece of flesh
In the sea of monsters
Just lying on this ocean
Unconsciously and more deeply
To the depth of my injured heart
I can't feel sad
Can't feel happy too
I'm losing my feelings
For this cruel world
A piece of flesh 
And monsters all around
Waiting to grab 
And eat everything I have
A piece of food
For the world of horny monsters

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