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I'm normal

Everything is abnormal
But abnormal is nothing
I'm normal
But normal is fake
I'm fake
But the thing that is not normal
Is nothing, doesn't even exist
But I do
I have to act normal
I have to act fake
And that's abnormal
But "I'M NORMAL"
Not really
I have to tell my mind
I have to fit it in my brain
" I'M NORMAL "
But I'm tired of it
I'm unable
To do normal things
But if I couldn't
How will I live?
I'm dying
But " I'M NORMAL "
Shut up heart
" I'M NORMAL "
Keep quiet
And laugh
Fake is NORMAL
Am I fake?
And is it alright?
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