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No One is Mine - The Pleasant Darkness


Everything was silent

 And I was screaming hard

 I was saying that she lied

 And no one believed

 No one even listened me

 Why?

 I was yelling

 In front of heart less beasts?

 It was my own family

 And I was yelling hard

 I don’t know why?

 An unexpected agony surprised me

 Agony of her little lie

 Which destroyed the pool of trust

 Trust of mine, on her

 And trust of my family, on me.

 I got beaten

 Again and again

 And everyone was insisting me

 Forcing me to accept

 To accept the mistake I never did.

 I was still screeching

 With the pain

 Which was piercing my heart

 And breaking it into pieces

 And the trust got burnt

 They end up by repeating the line

 “We still don’t believe you”

 I collected my pieces of heart

 And realised a worst truth

 Hugged my teddy

 And murmured “No one is mine.”
#Chhaya

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  1. Pleasant Darkness17 April 2020 at 03:05

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  3. Unknown17 April 2020 at 07:05

    Beautiful ❤️

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  4. Unknown17 April 2020 at 10:25

    Moving ❤️

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