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Girl lost in society

"Hannah, where are you? Don't you know I asked you to iron my shirt and you're still doing shit" the girl lost in household works and still being blamed for everything happens there. That day, Hannah cried again, her heart screamed when she was sinless and still being blamed by everyone.
She remembered the moments and all the memories she had before, with the one she really loved a lot. Watching the pictures of her parents, who thrown her to the hell and grabbed her from her heavenly perfect world.
"Hannah, shut up your mouth and get ready, we are your parents and we know what's good and bad for you and since we are your parents you must live like how we want you to live, we doesn't gave you birth to make us shameful in the front of society later. I don't wanna listen anything from you." The words of her mother were passing through her sight making giving her ears pain. She was fighting for her love and a beautiful life, the day before her marriage, she turned her pink coloured top she was wearing into red, by her blood and pain. But no one can see the pain behind that bloody red colour of her clothes.
She got married to a boy with the family who hate her. Still, she believed everything will be alright and accepted everything silently, no more wishes, nor love in her heart. She hates the society now, and she can't believe in everyone, she can't believe in family, nor any relationship matters for her now.
The girl, who sacrifices her all happiness, all her life, just because her family give importance to the society and their fame more than their daughter. Five days after her marriage, her parents died in a accident, leaving her for the beasts, maybe, they brought fame but they killed their living daughter for the society. She love her parents since she killed the inner herself for them, but she can't forget the words "our reputation in society is much more than your love".
And...the girl left with a feeling less body, lost her believe on every relationship, lost the way she used to live her life happily, forgotten what the real happiness is.
She committed suicide after a year of her marriage, to get rid of her all pain and the beasts who were torturing her from the last year, to go away from the society who killed her happiness along with her family.
And guess now..? The society still blames her family for her suicide, what's the point when you know the society will blame you whatever you do and still you kill your own self respect in front of your family who will be with you more than that fucking society and fame.
The end is always painful for the people who believe in society and their fame more than their family's happiness and love.
Don't let anyone's happiness die for the bitchy society... It'll never let you live peacefully. It's not about all the parents but since I'm living in India, I seen it many times and felt the pain. If you're the one who understands your children and who prefer to choose happiness instead of Fame, I could say you're the best parent's ever.



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